well, graduation went off without a hitch.

Since its my last recital, I thought I’d class it up a bit. (Taken with instagram)

Oh, I look like this in the year book, I guess. (Taken with instagram)

I’m in a bad mood, soaked, and cold.

I am legitimately in an awful mood and I don’t know why.
Well I know why, but it’s a stupid reason, and I just want to graduate and hide away forever.

elynleirbag:

So excited for this week. Great times to be had.

we’re definitely the best.

From an envelope marked “Open shortly before graduation”:

Dear me,

Don’t regret this period of time. Everything is as it should be. I’ve never been happier and more content. Yes, I’ve made a few mistakes, fashion faux pas, little things here and there. But that how you’ve become who you are now. I’m a teenager with a huge, open mind, and if by the time you read this, you’ve somehow become close minded, I suggest you take a good look at yourself. School is realy great, and I have the most amazing friends a girl could have.

So far I have the two best friends ever, Jessica Conley and Lydia Solano. They’re the Peanut butter to my jelly. Without these two, I don’t know where the hell I’d be. They were there when I need to kick, cry, and scream. There were there to calm me when I got mad. I love them so much, so so much, I hope we’re still friends when you read this.

The best thing that’s happened to me is my 6th graders. They keep me grounded and remind me that the world is still great and that I can still sometimes look through kid glasses. Maybe being a mom won’t actually be so bad if raising a child is like this. It’s hard, but it’s so rewarding in the end.

I’m curious, are you dating someone? Jessica Shaw asked me out a few weeks ago, and I was a little confused, but I said no, since I don’t feel any romantic feelings for her. If you’re not dating anyone, that’s okay. Don’t rush into a relationship, there’s so many more important things than a relationship, older me, like your friends. Don’t give your heart away too easy, at least, I hope you haven’t.

Now that you’re going to graduate, look back at me and smile. After all, I am the one that built you.

Love, 13-year-old-Lilian

I was a pretty bright kid, huh?

Getting ready for work and it feels so good. (Taken with instagram)

(Source: heathermione)

In Miami, and it feels so good.

Home from work, I might just pass out like now. (Taken with instagram)

I’m running a fever, and I’m exhausted, but my hair is doing something fabulous or something, I’m not sure.

I bought new jeans and a shirt from work yesterday. :’)

various sunglasses people have left with me over the past year.

Things that happen to be in my e-mail.

elynleirbag:

chonga for life

/the only one who was having a freaking heart attack/